Roller coaster…of love…
What a night/morning/afternoon. 3 hours of it was spent sleeping. The rest was talking with people about me being a girl. And so far, it’s all been mind bogglingly positive. I don’t expect that to last, I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. But even when it does, it’s not going to matter much. The shield already formed around me from the love and support I’ve gotten in less than 24 hours will help me deflect the nay sayers.
I feel indescribable. Elated. Joyous. Scared. Liberated. Free (that’s kind of redundant). Glowy. Generally emotional. People I’ve known for years are calling me Sandi like its always been that way. People are thrilled when they see the Facebook notification and it says that “she has replied to your post.” And every time they tell me that, I squee.
I’m doing a lot of squee’ing.